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Well, that's rather ironic.

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I don't know. The club I'm at now has quite a number of people, maybe because its free but hey, a cheap price can go a long way.

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Like you pretending to be a real person instead of a chatbot? The irony. :rofl:

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Don't get me wrong, fencing is an amazing sport when all you have to worry about is your fencing on the strip. It sucks when you get to the national and international level and have to deal with all the bureaucratic horseshit that comes with the sport.

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So you're not just mother banhammer online then? You get to ban people from the house? :D


Not much to complain about today. Since my breadown last saturday I have really been trying to sort my shit out, whether it is my fault or not and I've actually made up with alot of friends and started sorting out a proper job.

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Great minds and all that.

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oh, I didn't know about any of that stuff. I just assumed people went in and stabbed each other and had fun.

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So, this will be hard to turn into words. Its not really about anger, more about something I really wish I had.

I get really down when I look at peoples Facebook pictures, to the point that I avoid it as much as possible. When ever I do look at photos of my friends/Facebook friends socializing, it makes me feel like shit. There are people I would consider close friends, but being homeschooled means I rarely see them. But yeah, I get this intense feeling of jealousy that sometimes turns into rage, because they have something that I want more than ever. Yeah, might have made sense, might've not. If anyone gives enough shits to want me to try and explain more, I will. But for now, I'm gonna go to sleep.

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I get the same feeling, and I know exactly what you're talking about. I have close friends, and I see them socializing with my other close friends at a party, or bonfire, or just in general and I'm like "Gee thanks for the invite guys, means a lot".

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I also get that, I hate the feeling of being left out.

Worst is when you look at photos from 'the good ol days' and you remember how care free and easy they were.